Tuesday, June 2, 2009

men

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a childhood friend decided to return home with cuts all over his wrists, 3 prescriptions for 3 diffrent types of tranquilizers and a love note he wrote for me while  he tried to kill himself. last time i saw him was years ago and i dont know what he is trying to pull, but how can i feel sorry for him when hes just a druggie loon on a bad trip.

xoxo madame hollywood

Well well well...

met a super hot guy at this club on saturday... club eleven (BOSS) anyways, we had fun little kissin little touchin everything was going good. hes a hottie, tats, nice teeth, nice bod, very nice eyes, and a good personality. He is my type of guy down to every last detail... even the being a drug dealer part HA! yes its true every guy who i have dated since age 16 has dealed or dabbled in drugs...a n y w a y s; this was the second night i met him, the first night we flirted and danced he bought drinks all was merry, when i went home that night i couldnt stop thinking about him like a high school crush it was kind of sad and annoying and i had to keep reminding myself i only met him once, the second night i met him though the sparks were flying, we have great chemistry, when he touches me i f e e l it. we danced, drank, made out, laughed, hugged, then the club closed and he had to go sell somthing, when he left i felt sad, almost like i was saying goodbye to someone i wasnt going to see again. WELL, turns out he wasnt as into me as i wished he was i have texted him a total of 3 times no replies, i did get a call from him that i missed called him back just to have him pick up then hang up on me.... HA! well you cant force someone to like you... the weird thing is that i dont even want a relationship i just want a change of scenery in the bedroom department if u catch my drift. well sucks for him he aint tappin it HAAAAAA

XOXO madame hollywood


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