untitled thoughts.

She looks like the real thing

She tastes like the real thing

My fake plastic love.

ILLUMINATE

stooooked. going with a couple of my best guy friends. im gonna be looking HAWT as fuck imreally excited. im goingto take lots of pictures and shit so ill keep ya posted PAYCE!!!

men

a childhood friend decided to return home with cuts all over his wrists, 3 prescriptions for 3 diffrent types of tranquilizers and a love note he wrote for me while  he tried to kill himself. last time i saw him was years ago and i dont know what he is trying to pull, but how can i feel sorry for him when hes just a druggie loon on a bad trip.

xoxo madame hollywood

Well well well...

met a super hot guy at this club on saturday... club eleven (BOSS) anyways, we had fun little kissin little touchin everything was going good. hes a hottie, tats, nice teeth, nice bod, very nice eyes, and a good personality. He is my type of guy down to every last detail... even the being a drug dealer part HA! yes its true every guy who i have dated since age 16 has dealed or dabbled in drugs...a n y w a y s; this was the second night i met him, the first night we flirted and danced he bought drinks all was merry, when i went home that night i couldnt stop thinking about him like a high school crush it was kind of sad and annoying and i had to keep reminding myself i only met him once, the second night i met him though the sparks were flying, we have great chemistry, when he touches me i f e e l it. we danced, drank, made out, laughed, hugged, then the club closed and he had to go sell somthing, when he left i felt sad, almost like i was saying goodbye to someone i wasnt going to see again. WELL, turns out he wasnt as into me as i wished he was i have texted him a total of 3 times no replies, i did get a call from him that i missed called him back just to have him pick up then hang up on me.... HA! well you cant force someone to like you... the weird thing is that i dont even want a relationship i just want a change of scenery in the bedroom department if u catch my drift. well sucks for him he aint tappin it HAAAAAA

XOXO madame hollywood

club rage

FUN SHIT!!!

gay club santa monica blvd.

12 dollars to get in.

medium sized dance floor with BANGIN electro that everyone is getting down to

nice patio

HOT bartenders

cool atmosphere

rude bouncers

awesome night

i love getting dressed up to go party

club rage definately embraces the "dress up" atmosphere

cherry blossoms

Beauty

I HATE MY JOB!

i work at a fast food pub & grille. youre probably thinking... "oh a pub it doesnt sound too bad" youre wrong. this pub is the most boring, horrible, labor-intensive job i have ever had. i look at the clock when im working every 15 minutes. i find myself saying, i hate my life, i hate my job, and i want to just say fuck this pace and leave on the daily. IT SUCKS. someone should be awesome and hook me up with a real job that has to do with the fashion industry since i am attending fidm for fashion design. HELP ME!!!